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surprised as suprised may seem to be.i lost everything, i now have nothing.even the most cherished and most important person in my life is now gone.its seems that fate had led me to this, maybe its what i am been destined for. i gave my everything and i lost everything. no wonder i am nothing.this is not self pitty, this is nongs reality. i only have P2500 inside my wallet and some cards i dare

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its nice that my kuya always leave his laptop here sa hospital whenever di na ginagamit.wala na kc akong ibang mapaglibangan and its nice din na kuya along with his laptop lagi nya din iwan o2 nya para meron ako magamit na internet connection.eto its why i can now write and add another sordid tale dito sa blog ko.its 2:30am and still di sya sumumpong ngayon. its lonely and sad here.pag gabi ako

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sometimes im the pigeon, most of the time im the statue where pigeons peck at. i dont regret it i cant do anything about it.its life and i should be thankful for it.but what im very thankful for everyday of my life is, God gave me the chance to talk,listen, be heard, experience and be with an angel.thank you for everything my Dear Cecil. i will always love you until the day i will close my eyes

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its lights out for you nong.how long?not long!but soon.fancy pansy. ..to all the people ive failed and hurt im very sorry. to all of you who i did wrong im very sorry.everything is too short of a time for me to do all of you good. a baghavat message.SORRY i didnt mean to fail you all.im so tired

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i had the chance to talk to my ate again.i mean for hours.we cried.i have this feeling that ill be going soon.i asked ate so many things.asked her things he thought would be impossible for any man to ask.i simply told her that nothing is impossible if we put our minds to it.some positive thinker i am.i have this contradicting concept of dying and at the same time positivity sits in with me.absurd

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clever people tells a clever story. hay. dreamed something nice last night. masaya,glad but then i could only hope i was part of that something i saw in my dream.i just want to write here how proud i am and how i admire the persons who are in this dream.be it inside a dreamworld or in reality.humbly i say, im proud and very much hanga sa sakanila.sobra.it was a birthday party. whos birthday is it

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as i always say, love is not time bound. and doesnt count any wrongs or any mistakes.if we take into account every mistake or wrongs we must also be accountable to every mistake we commit everyday.were mere human beings, mistakes are our nature.but that can be ceded. what we did in the past stays in the past what we'll be doing today will be the makings of our tomorrow.time has not limit i goes

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bkit ganun sobrang sakit?lahat na lang yata nasakin na. ang sakit its like i feel im dying last night. if this pain due to this inflamation sana itll cease along with me. let it bleed some more please to hasten each day.ang sakit sa dibdib. and its like im dying from the inside. to know how unimportant i amang sakit sa isip just thinking of these things.God when will this end?when will you give

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cow dung has much worth than i am. bugs have a use for it. they slur into it as food. ako?walang silbi tama nga sya. unimportant and off less use. sana naging ibang tao na lang ako atleast in that way im perfect and important in the eyes who sees me. right now im so much invisible. their sight just pass through me e.and i wont even be remembered.i always wonder. how many wl cry when i am laid

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im so very ashamed of myself. i should be feeling like long before everything happend.i locked myself in room yesterday and i cried the whole time i was confined in my bed. my pantog was hurting, i cant pee.i did but it hurt alot and saw some blood stains on it.no one was returning my messages.i just thought that everyone is busy doing many things.but often times what they said haunts me. cguro

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they wont be telling me such things if it werent true. im sorry to all.to my family, im sorry if im your pain and your mistake.to my friends, sorry for not being there everytime all of you needed my help.im worthless.im unimportant and expendible.to my relatives, im glad everyone is leaping away from all the trying times.im sorry if i werent there at your side.to my Dear, pa sensya ka na ha. you

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im so burried deep. i cant even get up. i pretended but abnoxiously obvious that its a pretentious motive just to hide what i feel.i smile at people and smiled with them but they just dont know how alone i am in the inside. im falling into pieces each and everyday.i take long walks with no destination. i thought buying something i promised my gift to myself would make me feel a little bit better

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ponder on the lyrics hopeless romantics cause itll touch your heart like it touched mine.Over time, I've building my castle of loveJust for two, though you never knew you were my reasonI've gone much too far for you now to sayThat I've got to throw my castle awayOver dreams, I have picked out a perfect come trueThough you never knew it was of you I've been dreamingThe sandman has come from too

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everything is based on time. but never space and distance. and never has been time been a basis for love.we confuse time for love. we measure love with time. when in fact love cant be measured with the metric system. time is not the essence when it comes to love.loving is not measured in seconds, minutes, hours nor days.not even years and decades.i may be loving for a century and may not be loved

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lahat ng mura mo,lahat ng pang lalait mo nilunok ko lahat kanina. pati pag tetext ko kinagagalit mo?what have i done wrong to you? sana bukas tama na. sana bukas tapos na to.how many times would i apologize bago mo tapusin pang lalait mo sa pagkatao ko?di ko na kaya marita.you treated me like dirt and still you want to treat me as dirtier than dirt.i know im nothing compared to you. im nothing

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it still have its sting. masakit parin.i still cry pag naaalala ko. i didnt went to work today.bigat sa dibdib e. my intention was good. i never intended to do harm sa company or kung kanino.i dont why this is happening.tinitiis ko na nga pero wala parin. i know i am dirt, i am nothing sana di na nya dinagdagan pa.marita?wala naman ako ginawa masama sayo e?why are you so mean sakin?if i have to

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i went back and sat there crying, the place where i stayed last feb 14 my grandma's resting place.is the only place i find solace. i just sat there staring, i cried hard once but i never cried like this way.i went there just to think things out all that is happening. and i went, God thank you for all of this. i served you with all that i can and all that i am, still things just dont go out handy.

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Sometimes in the morningWhen I wake upI shed a tearI'm always hopingCome the night timeYou'll open the door there you areI miss youI want to hold youThe sweet scent of rosesis in your hairSee sometimesWhen I get lonelyI feel you beside meeven if When your not I can promise to shareAll my dreams i will dareYou set my heart racing when you get next to mei hope you'll care stillShould i wait for

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Vous voulez savoir grand mon amour est pour vous mon cher Cecil ? Comptez les vaguescount the waves my Dear, count the wavesGod bless YOutake care lagi

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i miss her very much!

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im now here alone inside this room where im am not familiar with. i wonder how many people had actually stayed here.my i pod will keep me company tonight and for 2 nights i will use it to entertain me. i have this one beautiful song in it that i always play. its unfortunate that i cant download the video for this song. everynight i play this tune. especially when i go on thinking about the only

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They say that ed is unlucky and unfortunate? Boy let me tell you something. Ed, the main character in “long weekend” is unlucky? think again. He is! Alls ends well end well. Everything work for him in the end. Not for me. Well, when will meet my end anyway? 2yrs from now maybe. Just maybe. I still cant sleep at night. I still cry at night. I still do. If ed is unlucky then what am i?

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everybody dies sometimes (ode to myself)everythings wrong with meim not trying to see it your wayim not lost i am just drowningi am waiting to die an angel on my side ( an angels hymn)as i lay down waiting for death to comehere, alas on my sidean angel. i dont need no name to remember herher beauty alone will suffice.an angel on my side.CeciL! -untitled-where heaven sits, she resideswhere golden

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back to my abnormal life. hintay hintay na lang uli. and i hope lapit na lang uli yun. for sure itll take another 20-30 days before ill be able to see her again. kinda hard waiting, but it will always be worth the wait. GOd Bless YOu my Dear Cecil. You take care always

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yesterday was a great day for me. i saw her very very happy. and that made me glad, though i wasnt the one who made her feel that way i really am glad that she is happy. salamat for everything my dear, thanks for everything. you always have a way of making me happy. thanks. she made my eyes fell into tears yesterday. and i am very thankful for that. i am very thankful to her.thank you my Dear.

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a countdown to exticntion?NOT! a countdown to space exploration?NO SIR! its a countdown to a day that wont do well for me.one more day to go and its valentines day. tomorrow, as usual ill go to this one place where i could hide myself.i always go to this place whenever valentines day come. its a place where people wont even care to remember. its a place where lovers wont even dare to go. except

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im dreadfully dreading the month of february each year. and just days from (3 days to be exact) everyone will be showng love to someone. february is my dreaded month of a year and 14 is my dreaded day of that month.i wonder how it feels having someone on my side when that dreaded day comes.am so sick being alone every 14th of february. and i am lead to question myself, who now would choose to

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and who would care for a person like me?no one does! everyone and everybody will be remembered i wont be. am no special person,am a nobody in tha case. who cares?no one does.if theres anyone who is willing to remember and show care for me please do, im in dire need of it.salamat.God Bless You all

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she is so perfect that she only deserve perfection and who is a man of complete perfection. she is so flawless.her face has no make up, flawless down to her toes. she is perfect, so flawless...her smiles,her smirks, the time when she gets angry and annoyed, her impressive moods and styles down to her ordinary moves. i missed her.i miss her so much GOd Bless You Always Cecil and may He always

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it has always been a battle, a battle between my mind and my heart. but there is always a truce, a common denominator both share. with all my mind and heart, i still do love you Cecil. God Bless You Dearie. miss you

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it really made me cry.maybe because of the fact that it is or maybe it is just really touching. i dont know who sent it to me but whoever you are thank you very much.it goes like this:"ang hirap magmahal ng taong di ka kayang mahalinsya ang laging nasa isip mo, lagi mo sya naaalala atlaging sya ang iyong pinagdarasalat ang lalung nag papahirap ayang katotohanan na di ka nya kayang mahalinsa

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its my victory and at the same time my dance of my demise.its a battle with loneliness, sadness, disease, longing, depression, loathe, mystery, happiness, death, and so on. what else should i reckon with?everyday, eveynight i stand in front and dance with the devils. how i wish i could dance with my one angel who wouldnt be able to see me. how i wish i could just embrace her and never let go. how

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There is a garden in her face, Where roses and white lilies grow, A heavenly paradise is that place, Wherein all pleasant fruits do flow. There cherries grow, which none may buy, Till “Cherry ripe!” themselves do cry. Those cherries fairly do enclose Of orient pearl a double row; Which when her lovely laughter shows, They look like rosebuds filled with snow. Yet them nor peer nor prince

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it has always been like this. eversince psych evolved into a reliable study of human behaviour. i jsut want to point now what makes psych a not so "authority" on judging ones own feeling when it comes to matters of the heart. " why is it that when a person who love another and the other is equally love the other it is called falling in love?and why is it that when someone is inlove to someone

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and who would care anyway? even the carebares dont care haha

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buhay nga naman oo. let me start. as the ol song of freddie aguilar goes (singing) "tawanan mo ang problema", in my case i laugh and cry problems out. kung loloobin cguro ill be happier and less problematic (though tatawanan at iiyakan ko lang) basta if ill stick to a healthy diet everything will be prolonged. but if loloobin din ng DYOS,and things will be aggraveted it can be in a few years

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everyday i think of herlike a flower never forget to bloomi think of her like the sunrisethat never cease to wakei think of her like the seawhich waves pummel its shoreseveyday She isthe mind is engulfed with her beautyeveyday She isentwined with her blinding thoughtseveryday She isthe smiles that never was there has been will always bebecause of herSHe is whythere is melancholy within this

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Her eyes the glow-worm lend thee, The shooting stars attend thee; And the elves also, Whose little eyes glow Like the sparks of fire, befriend thee. Let not the dark thee cumber; What though the moon does slumber? The stars of the night Will lend thee their light, Like tapers clear without number Then, Cecil, i love thee just let me woo thee, Thus, thus to come unto me: And when I

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Again, I was the topic AGAIN. When they come to talk about love I cant imagine myself not being on the spot light of such talks. One recalls when he was my age he already got married. One said that when he was just 20 he had lots of woman pass through her. and when it was my turn to talk I thought twice and bothered not speak. Instead some of the YOUNG Execs of the organization threw in some

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with all my heart

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its funny, in the middle of all the fun thats surrounds me i began to think about Cecil. i thought about her alot. and i hoped and pray that whatever she is doing, whoever she is with made her happy.

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Somewhere I have never traveled, gladly beyond any experienceYour eyes have their silenceIn your most frail gestures are things which enclose meFor which I cannot touch because they are too near Oh, if your wish be to close meI and my life will shut very beautifullySuddenly as when the heart of this flower imagines the snowCarefully everywhere descending I do not know what is it about you that

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this song hits me hard as rock and as soft as play dohYou can hardly wait to tell all your friendsHow his kisses taste sweet like wineAnd how he always makes your heart skip a beatEverytime he walks byAnd if you're feeling downHe'll pick you upHe'll hold you close when you're making loveHe's everything you been dreaming ofI wish you'd look at me that wayYour beautiful eyes looking deep into

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There stands death,A bluish distillate in a cup without a saucer.Such a strange place to find a cup,Standing on the back of a hand.Oh, shooting star that fell into my eyes and through my body:Not to forget you. To endure.a simple poem written on my tiny dilapidated tissue while i was having my "SO CALLED LUNCH BREAK"just started scribbling and WALAH it was there written in that tattered tissue

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she never escaped my thoughts... her thoughts everyday.

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never ever saw and felt a miracle...but aye, when i met you i finally did!God made me feel and see a miracle...that is you my dear.that is you...thats why i love youYou are the perfect flawed womanyou are the miracle ive been waiting forits youCecil

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its not the glory of the sunrisenor the triumph of the sun setits not the vision of a dreamnor the sight of passing heavenits not the sadness of the nightnor the gloom of darknessits not the warm wind of summernor the cool mist of winterits not the heroes that one by one fell downnor the foe who relinquished swords because of defeatits not the world can givenor the vastness can offer peaceits not

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its not because of the beautiful glare of youthat my eyes kept staringits not of your sweet lipsthat i long to kissits not because ot those soft handsthat i craved to holdits not because of your lovely voicethat my ears stretch out to listenits not because of how you gazethat carries me to follow youits not becausof your angelic face and silhouettethat i often kneel down and pray and venerate

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I miss YOu Already CeciL...i really do this soon...kainisGOd BLEss You my Dearif you need anything, i wont be far

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How it hurts me when im unable to give want she needs and what she wants. its just that i am nothing ( im not called "NOTHINGness" for nothing).how i wish i have everything...so i can give her EVERYTHING!if i only have things that he has, they have. but fact is dont have anything. pasensya na. sooner or later i will have my own.dont you worry.pasensya narin for my nothingness... i may have

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so close yet so far away so close that thy hands on my chest are mine hands so close that when mine eyes close, isee thy face so warm and tenderso beautiful, so angelicbut thou fall asleep. ere, thou sun rises.ere mins sets ere the moon goes to its slumberere mine pumel the shores of the sea and Aye, ere i again am alone with thy thoughts and thou words.which i loveand love alone. God BLess

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if this song can promise everything to a person, so am i for you Cecil When you're feeling lost in the night, When you feel your world just ain't right, Call on me, I will be waiting Count on me, I will be there Anytime the times get too tough, Anytime your best ain't enough I'll be the one to make it better, I'll be there to protect you, See you through, I'll be there and there is nothing I

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i knowyou dont want to hear this from meyou dont want me...its just thati miss you and i carei love you...everydayi love you Cecil...day by day...God bless

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thank you ... o how have ive waited for just one message how have i waited... got scared for a moment. how i patiently waited for one message. i know im not the one youre waiting to care for you not even the one you need. but its all i can do i apologize for being useless i beg pardon for that i didnt intended to be far away from you infact you dont need me that bad its not i who you want its not

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blue skies looking down on menothing but blue skies all i seeblue birds singing a songnothing but blue birds all day longblue horizons stretched across the nightnothing but horizons left nor rightwhen all that is painted bluei see beauty beyond this nothingness of this beingi see heaven beyond this lonelinessi see love beyond this miserable little earth i livewith her smiles bonded in my

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and When All i can think about is You CeciL...i love you and you will only be the song i'll sing and the only words i will ever whispher to GOD!GOd BLess You...God Speed...pagaling ka ha.i will always be praying for you my Dear.

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I’m trying to savor my last day. Ive done things that will quench this feeling of NOTHINGNess but it seems meron talagang kulang. I cant even start to enjoy the things that would certainly make me feel happy. Its like there is still this missing part of the puzzle or its like a piece that wont ever fit. Tomorrow early 3am ill be leaving with a heavy heart. Ayoko sanang umalis but I have to do

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i know Your face. and ill be seeing your face through other peoples face. i'd remember each line on your face, each smiles you make, each blink of your beautiful eyes. forever marked in my head. i memorized how you gaze, how you move and how you look. i remembered everything about you. and i will miss every instant being near you. how i miss it as soon as NOW! blesses are those who caught your

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Tuwing ikaw ay nariyan Sabay kong nadarama ang kaba at ligaya Ang 'yong tinig wari ko'y di marinig 'Pagkat namamangha 'pag kausap ka Kaya nais kong malaman mo Ang sinisigaw nitong aking puso Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito Pangarap ko ang ibigin kaIkaw kaya ay nais din Akong

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If you dont believe what i give, do and sayPretend that its all fiction anyway!no matter what...i will still love you just the sameits Non-Fiction TO BE CONTINUED...

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If you dont believe what i give, do and sayPretend that is all Fiction anywayno matter what...i will love you just the sameits Non-FictionTO BE CONTINUED...

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Humanity sees truth through a shattered window pane That blocks the view, and plants the seed So we draw the curtains to a close but I say That the sun can still shine behind a closed mind And sticks and stones do hurt When tossed from the tongue of mankind Everybody loves a rose But will you be thankful for the thorns? Love is easy when you're loved But do you curse the other who loves you

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Christmas tunes are being now played on the airwaves. I started hearing them last month. Here in the Philippines Christmas preparations and Christmas carols are done and sung on the “BER” months. That is in septem”BER” octo”BER” and so on. months with cold fronts and wind starts to blow during the “ber” months. Love is spread (meaning everyone is sending holiday seasons card, love inspired

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Your Open ears will be my shelter! that is if you want to listen to my "NOT so HAPPY but SAD stories".dang why is it hard being me?GOd BLess.HOw are you na Cecil.i really miss our talks. i miss you Cecil.hoep your doing good.May God Always guide and keep YOu safe Cecil. My prayers are always said for you.

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my best loved poem. and the only poem i ever written which best describes "me".God Bless YOu my "Dim Sighted One"Tila TaeNgayo’y tapos na ang mga araw ng aking kahalagahanAnd kinang ko ay napalitan naNg mabaho’t bulok na amoy ng aking kaluluwaAko ay pangit at ang kagandahangDala ng bukang liwayway ay dinungisan koNg bahid na tila mga guhitSa pisngi ng isang matandang putaNa kasing bugok ng laman

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this pains me more than it would pain me physically. knowing na may sakit ka, is killing me.OA ba? sounds oa to you but its true. everyday i wish its me whos feeling what you feel now. that its me who is sick not you.who would care if it is me whos sick?no one! kaya its better that way.pagaling ka Cecil. i fervently been praying to God that he'll give me what ever that is that is making you sick

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i ashamed of myself. i cant do anything. i cant even say something which will matter. im completely useless. whats a promise for when you cant even keep them? ive kept my promise but now its just that im inhibited to so many things of doing. if God would permit it i would be grateful to be succumbed to it.DANG how useless i have been. im completely useless. but im gonna trust my prayers on this

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unimportat??? not welcomed???crazy, stupid, going to die???whos going to die??? everybody dies anyway.how sad naman hehehehehe. its nothingness...it figuresmorbid thoughts for a real sense of reality...someone just made a realisationtell this to yourself... how i wish i was (pls supply the missing statement n the space provided hehehehehehe)_______________________________________________. (

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Two hours of sleep made me happy. I dreamt of her with me. Holding her hand but like in reality she doesn’t want her hand to be held (by me). But I was glad just the same. I stood there watching her eat as she talks about her love and how he made her feel loved. Those two hours of sleep is what I needed. I thought of her every single second of a day and those two hours of sleep made my life

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Greetings of Peace. Today here in the philippines, there is an abundance and and growing number of babies with aids. join me in my cause caring for these babies. i just dont want them babies to be "JUST a STATISTIC" but i want and IN DIRE NEED to make that mathematical count to be meaningful accounting. i have asked friends and musicians alike to help me bring this endeavor to life. and i want

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i still have no title for this poem i wrote myself. i temporarily entitled it as "second I" as usual and as many poems go, its about love. but what seperates it from the rest is its kinda morbid. a melancholic way of describing how i feel. here it goes.i need not an angelto sing me hymnsnor a devilto curse in shrill,that which i seekthis will not bringthe second i is himselfone with me yet

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i dont believe in this. instead i want to believe that this saying would mean a blessing. everybody dies. everyone has their time. its just probably who gets theirs first. and my time will be up soon.eveybody is waiting for theirs naman e heheheheheits a blessing. its a journey and ive been there several times now. and my journey will soon progress. dont fret when you are in that state where you

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probably this is just another effect of last nights event ( iguess but i dont get fevers like this before when i use to donate blood)God Blessulitin ko langMay you have a God Blessed day ngayon Cecil. ingat lagi. God Bless You and YOur Family.

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Came home from a blood letting program. I feel kinda ”LATA” (exhausted). The blood screening started around 7:15pm and the blood letting started after 2hours of screening. I hope this will benefit many. Only 4 in our chapter came. I asked my doctor if I can join the program but stubbornness and stupidity was all in my head. I know it wont be good for health since I myself was supplied with blood

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I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul.I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.I love you without

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i will love you still Cecil whatever you do. whoever it is you love, no matter what. i will still love you for the woman you are now, the woman you were, and the woman you will become. i love the whole you Cecil not because of this and because that its becasue you are you.God Bless You Cecil and those who you love most.

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They all had fun sa pasalamat kanina. Sa totoo lang masaya ang pasalamat kanina. When everybody is having fun and when I start to have fun I always stop and think. I always ask myself, Sya kaya masaya sya ngayon araw na to? Sya kaya na eenjoy nya tong araw na to? Kamusta na kaya sya? There is always the feeling of un-fairness. I can’t let myself enjoy the day even if there are plenty of reasons

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My friend Sherwin called me yesterday and asked me If I can call maybelle n the telephone. I met maybelle sometime in march 2005 he introduced me and that’s it. Then yesterday Sherwin asked me if I can call her. He said my chance was great. I asked what chance. He never answered back. So I called maybelle up asking what’s the matter with Sherwin. She told me that Sherwin told her that im going

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Sana Gumaling ka ka na Cecil.sakit sakit talga sa loob ko na may sakit ka Cecil.sana ako nalang Cecil. i will take your stead. pa check up ka na ha.ask HIM tulungan ka.dito alng ako Cecil. kung pede lang sana i want to take care of you pero di naman pede e.basta if you permit I WILL. pagaling ka na.its really killing me in the inside di ko kaya Cecil.kung meron lang talga ako magagawa ako na lang

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Good times for a changeSee, the luck I've hadCan make a good manTurn badHaven't had a dream in a long timeSee, the life I've hadCan make a good man badSo please let me get what I wantThis time for once in my lifeLet me get what I wantLord knows, it would be the first timeFather in Heaven, grant me my prayer. grant Cecil blessing, and things that would help her make it throught tough days. grant

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thats why i love you so dearly Cecil

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i know how riduculous it is. yes i know. and i know lots of things that cant be.i know what is like gettng up early in the morning always feeling hopeless, feeling like the only love of your life is with someone or maybe with the wrong man but at the same time hoping that she is happy, joy and trying to find happiness even if its not going to be with me. i know. thats why im here enjoying life

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Ngayon at kailanmanSumpa ko'y iibigin kaNgayon at kailanmanHindi ka na mag-iisaNgayon at kailanmanSa hirap ko ginhawa kaAsahan may kasama ka sintaNaroroon ako t'winaMaaasahan mo t'winaNgayon at kailanmanDahil kaya sa 'yo ng maitadhanangAko'y isilang sa mundoUpang sa araw-araw ay siyang makapiling moUpang ngayon at kailanmanIkaw ay mapalingkuran hirangBakit labis kitang mahalPangalawa sa

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hours from now, ate and nanay will fly to new york na uli. sad...yes it is. im gonna miss them. ilang taon bago ko sila makikita uli? that i dont know. 2007 cguro pero tagal pa nun. tatay decided to stay and stick with the job he has now. hours from now aalis na sila. ilang araw ko lang cla nakasama less than three weeks and the rest ng three weeks na yun tulog ako. ang ikli. lagi namang ganun..

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Just arrived home galing sa pag liwaliw ng sarili to relieve me of these thing im feeling. Gusto ko lang libangin sarili whcic I haven’t done matagal na. tonight I’ll be making myself busy. I’ll re-paint my room. Para malibang ako, I will paint my room. I already bought paint and a big scraper. Im gonna scrape first whats in my wall and paint it a new. I chose pink this time. My room was painted

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bakit kayo ganyan?lagi nyo ako sinasaktan?wala naman ako gnawa sa inyo masama. lagi nalang gusto nyo ako makita nasasaktan. i never harmed anyone, i never did. i would rather hurt myself than hurt the people around me. why? why are you all hurting me? please just tell me what it is that ive done wrong to all of you, and i will do everything to make this stop. tell me what it takes for all of you

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Just got home from the hospital. I was admitted for a major but short operation on my jaw. The doctor said that this would be the last one I’ll be having. And I hope this will help to ease the pain a little bit. The decaying tissue was removed from the gums. It’s a muscle that helps my jaw to masticate whatever I put inside my mouth and its main purpose, so that I can talk. Its hurts a little bit

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when they are not present, they are missed.whent hey are sick they are cared for.when they are not around they are craved to see.when they are missed they are sought. i always hoped that i become important as they all are.* ***i never felt like this before. its unexplainable.even i cant tell what it is.but this world has one word to define it. LOVE!***if she only know how much i love her. if she

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rejections here, rejections there, rejections everywhere...eject,spit, spew, spill,vomit thee some more!rejections, anyone?please?

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Some times when the night is long and so dark that is like last night, i open my window leave my computer running and while playing with the PC’s mouse I stare at the dark outside and try to picture Cecil’s face. I always think of her. I think of her when I have fun, when I’m with someone, somebody its her thoughts that lingers. While I was talking to Vida it’s the thought of Cecil that is on my

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its good to talk to some of my former associaates in coke. mccoy was a staff and a friend. we havent talked for 3 years now since she got married. she apologized for not inviting me n her wedding day cause she doesnt want her husband to make a clamour about me being there n their wedding day. her husband then boyfriend was so jealous of me that i dont even know what were his reasons were.

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few days left before her birthday. i just hope she'll be having a great one.i wishe her well.if may, i want her joys to be my joys (which it has always been) and her pains mine. this is one wish i always ask God to give me.God BLess you my Dear.take care.be safe.with all my heart i love thee.

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Have ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so hard You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right . Have you ever? Have you ever been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand. Have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same. Have you ever searched

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Kakauwi lang naming galing sa doctor ko. I just cant dig what is wrong with me. After all the operations my jaw is always aching. Di ko nga rin alam e. but im just thankful that khit na ganun, cells are still non-active that means induced cells are present but dormant. Kinda thankful. tapos ang dami pa tao sa clinic. ayoko na paconfine...kung mamamatay mamamatay! ayoko na meron nahihirapan dahil

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Just seeing her online kahit na di ko sya makausap makes me happy. What I usually do is watch her name as she goes online to the time that she goes offline. That makes me happy kase alam ko she is doing fine at alam ko masaya sya. Kinda hard to bear na di ko sya makausap. Kaya ko nagagawa na wag sya kausapin because I don’t want to waste her time on me, I don’t want to disturb her when she goes

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